this is crazy ... 2 years later and I'm back on my blog and shit a whole lot has changed !

so I can't believe this but if experienced love I've lived in stellinbosh for a year and put on 10 KGs and now I'm in PTA were I'm studying somatology and I've list 10KGs LOl
you see what I mean when I say a shit load has happened in two years

I wanna talk about LoVE cuz I feel like I had no idea what it was and now I feel like I experienced the ups and downs of it

you see that boy I liked in Valentines day in 2012 we'll we are dating to this day , that just proves if you put your mind to something or some1 you can get it !

I've been the saddest and happiest person in the past 2 years and I feel like I was on the verge of extinction at one stage , when you so unhappy with your self you don't see the reason to exist
I was depressed I didn't get any help and I hated myself and because I hated myself everything that was good for me I made it my goal to destroy it and I still tend to do so

the bigger picture was that I had no idea who I was and that ruined me inside

but now that iv got that off my chest I just want everyone that reads this to no I'm in a better place I do still struggle with my feelings and thoughts so maybe if some1 reaches out to me I'd appreciate it lots

Hello Hello Kids :)

It’s almost Valentine’s Day and just to let you all know i hate it..... There’s nothing worse than everyone getting things from there lovers and you just sit there like.... This is Gr8!!!! So i hope all you Valentines lovers out there have a better day than i am going to have.

There is this guy k i kind of like him but i don’t think he knows how much i like him...He’s really cool :)

All i wish for you guys is to find love and be happy with who you are :) 

I’m in a Business…. What business.... The cheese Business.... How’s it going....? Great :)

Yours truely "that Girl" xoxo

Day 4

Its Friday kids J get keen! It’s time to joll with some mates. I have speakers in my room and I have been pumping them all week and you know when you listen to that one song that just makes you want to party (no beef) Ya well I need to party soon ;) hitting James Laits this weekend J eeeeeep !

So the other day my Mate (jessi-jay-allthatglitters.blogspot.com) was like guess what I’m going this weekend? Then I was like what? She said I’m going dress shopping 4 our matric dance, but its only in September LOL!!!!!

So today is Friday and I’m so keen for this weekend J  seeing my new puppy Molly and my Gogs J

Hope you all have a great weekend 

Boy Crazy as you can see (picture below)

"When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading"

Your Truely 'That girl" xoxo

Day 3

So today is a new day I’m sure you all know this but its early and I’m still half asleep :)

The other day i was sitting in my room and my friend Jess, she is like really quite but she has like these bursts of energy and she said " I’m so hungry I’m going to eat some delicious treats now" like who says that.....(bbm laughing face)

I was thinking about love last night and some days i don’t believe in it, like how do you find the ONE person you are going to spend the rest of your life with. I don’t get it.....

I’m a shy person unless i have had something to drink but other than that i always leave a conversation thinking" i could of said this" or "i bet you he thinks i am lame" or "maybe i don’t stand a chance with this guy...He’s to good looking 4someone like me" i always find myself thinking these things... but is it normal? everyone has their own insecurities but i just get fed up sometimes.. Why do i always over analyse the situation. I just want to be confident and not care a rat’s ass what others think of me like really like me for who i am!!!!

There is this saying that i want to shear with you guys ;) it goes like this "Don't expect anything from any1 because then you will never be disappointed" it’s true but its hart to actually do.

      Yours Truely "That Girl"

Day 2

Morning :) that seems to remind me of my older brother Duncs.... it makes me sad to think about him! our relationship as brother and sister, well let's just say we don't have one!

So my Blog is called that girl because some people only know me as "that girl", "that girl" that plays polo,"that girl" that doesn't have a relationship with her brother or even the girl that lives in Underberg .... What a hole :)

I also called it "that girl" because i dont quite know who i am yet or who im going to be and become. Im hoping i will be able to change the name of my blog soon... when i know who i am and who my true friends are.

The other day i said something that i couldn't believe i said... "i wish you could choose your family" i don't no why i said it but i couldn't believe it. I dont think it is healthy for me to be saying things like that and i guess wat i wanted to say was i wish i could choose who my brother dates....

"The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think. " 

Yours truely "that girl" xoxo

Day 1

Today is the 21st of Jan 2012... Yes i am in matric now ;) i think i have been waiting for this day all my life :)

This is my 1st time blogging and its pretty cool ! To all you out there that have blogs i now understand why :)

 I use to believe blogging was for nerds and people that had a lot of spar time.... I wouldn't say i was a nerd but i do seem to have time for this :)

To all the people who check out my Blog i will be adding jokes and quotes 4 each posting so i hope you enjoy :)

keep it real kids and don't do Drugs :)

I am who I am. I'm pretty normal. I'm not perfect. I run into things, I trip, I spill food, I say stupid things. But that's just me ♥

yours truely.....That girl xoxo